crimson and clover

So this is it. This was meant to be my heroine big bang but things fell wayside and that fell apart but God; this fic has been in production for over a year and outlasted... well, too many things. I realised I was on my 99th story on AO3 and y'know, I really wanted this to be my 100th.

This is the epic model au - it's so ungodly niche that it's unlikely anyone but me will ever truly care about it but it's real now, it's finished, and that's important. It is also incredibly difficult to summarise.

So here's the need-to-know: Amy Pond is a model and Dawn Summers is her jet-setting writer ex. Mental health issues are explored, as are relationships, all beneath the veil of haute couture. Alternatively, it's a story of self-exploration. Oh, and somehow it's ten thousand words.

Thanks to the usual suspect (kwritten) for nudging me about this since its inception (and I'm sure other people were telling me to get this done a year ago but I can't remember who... but I did it)

just ringing in my ears
fandom: doctor who/btvs
pairing: amy/dawn
rating: explicit
excerpt: The flashes could set her on fire, but they don't. Amy smiles and shifts and the clothes shift with her, clasped around her body like a second skeleton bent on entrapment.

I'm not sure what else to say. My life continues to spiral but that's something I'm used to now. Writing is still an outlet (and the poetry is actually going quite well, well enough that it makes me feel happy and almost optimistic - and that's one hell of a something. I love you all.

dying a legend, darling
mature(?)
the 100
raven-centric (raven/bellamy) I want to be the girl with the most cake

a/n for upupa_epops @ lynzie914's ficathon which y'all should go prompt me all the awful shit at bc i am really not dealing with it being christmas


( and i'm dying to touch you, baby )

fic: (death) for my birthday
summary: dawn is the tardis
for fluffyfrolicker


( i exist! i exist! i exist! )

continuation of the ficathon fics!

swan song
btvs
dawn
teen

(for lynzie914 they gave you life, and in return you gave them hell)


( the seams of myself undone are more than the whole of you )




these are your thorns
tvd/to
rebekah/klaus(/stefan)
mature/explicit (bloodplay, originalcest, threesomes, murder and other shenanigans)


(for lynzie914 hey sister, do you still believe in love i wonder?)

( bite your name into my back like you believe i'm yours )




tread the sky
btvs
dawn
pg

(for kwritten at a totally different ficathon, i think; So I perversely circle the late stars, drowsier and drowsier, sleepily longing for something.)


( stars when you shine, you know how i feel )

fic: that's just who i am this week
summary: dawn summmers, a life backwards

No, I’m not ok. But I haven’t been ok
since I was 11, maybe 12. I am still here though.
I’m still breathing. For me, sometimes, that
will have to be enough for tenshinrtaiga at this ficathon (go go go!)


( am i more than you bargained for yet )

This fic is alternately called I missed Kelsey's birthday because I was at a funeral and everything sucks and I'm not really here I'm trying to get my shit together but here's Dawn/Amy/Clara angst for kwritten because I'm trash

also i may or may not do the whole meme thing from way back when, once I get back on my feet I'm sorry i just can't be around right now

title: sweetheart, i'm not bitter
rating: teen?
summary: There's no coffee left

-sidenote: do NOT read this whilst listening to Panic! At The Disco's She Had The World unless you want to have a total fucking mental breakdown

( i'm sure it didn't ruin her, just made her more interesting )

Hey kwritten, I finished this

Enjoy (if that's the word)

Title: About A Poison Apple
Rating: Teen
Summary: They're already renegades at heart. Call this catching the rest of themselves up with the sentiment.

( If you stay I can even wait all night or until my heart explodes how long until we find our way in the dark and out of harm? you can run away with me any time you want )

Title: Wild Soul, I Cling To Thee
Summary: Buffy reflects on her and Spike, through their first and last meetings (companion piece to "Burn, Blur and Bury Me")
Prompt: Werewolf Blood - For SB Fag Ends Witches Brew Halloween Challenge 2013
Rating: Teen

Originally posted here

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