crimson and clover

Can you believe it's march lol what happened?

Femfeb came and also went and now it's march and I guess we all just have to get on with our lives again. I wrote some things! Which would never have happened had the dreamy and wonderful elasticella not hosted her femfeb frenzy event. I met my fair goal of 4 fics and stopped juuuuuuust shy of my fancy goal of 8, though not for lack of trying. I have some truly bizarre half-started fics in my gdocs that refused to coalesce, the bastards. Anyway, I had an absolute blast writing these and getting all up in fandom's grill again after a while away and I still have some leftover hunger pangs from it all, I suppose, so there's a distinct possibility, being as it is my famed Birth Month that I'll throw together a small ficathon sometime soon-ish (I'm debating themes in my head, because I've always wanted to throw a sitcom ficathon but also I've been having aaaaaaallllll the gossip girl feels at the tail end of this month for no apparent reason so?)

Anyway, here's some stuff I wrote in a haze this month, all can be found in a collection on ao3 here

something in your throat that wants to get out | wicdiv | luci/laura/sakhmet, laura/sakhmet | mature | for lackadaisicalnereid  |
locking out the thought is how we get by when we get it wrong

smile like the sun | freaks and geeks | lindsay/kim | teen | for  elasticella  | The Grateful Dead Tour

tearing all the walls down | brooklyn 99 | amy/rosa | mature | for lackadaisicalnereid | Her eyes shine, chaos curling cruelly around her mouth. "Do you dare?" / Amy slowly picks up a card. "Who do you think you're playing with, ma'am?"

she deals in superstitions | scooby doo / sabrina the teenage witch | daphne/sabrina | g | for kwritten | "Sorry about your superhero cape."

I could drink a case of you | it's always sunny in philadelphia | dee/the waitress | explicit | I'll keep you warm and won't ask you where you've been

sign my death with your teeth | the vampire diaries | bonnie/Katherine | teen | for lackadaisicalnereid | hades and persephone, the mystic falls remix

hide your fires | killing eve | eve/villanelle | for isolde_thelady | this is a play and we're both chewing the scenery

Well, there's your lot, thanks for playing etc. I'd like to tag this post properly when I'm not doing it all from my phone lol

+ this post is brought to you by my life is super stressful and vaguely worrying rn and i have no idea what to do really other than write nonsense, life as a poet is not financially lucrative but is a whole load of fun, the London production of In The Heights was awesome and lol even i don't know what my fandoms are anymore!

instead of by fandom i'm listing these by who they're for bc it's easier for me to make sense of, sorry

for myself

float
in the heights
teen, nina/vanessa
insp: pre-stanford / "i hear that's how the Europeans say goodbye"


for kwritten (never say i am not generous and generally awesome, bc clearly i am)

minuets
hamilton
teen, angelica/burr
insp: people are stopped mid fight / or mid love, faces close & the brain / a fuzzy blank, some fall in love / like this, or don’t.

canonise
the raven cycle
gen, ronan
insp: people with dark souls have nothing but dark dreams. people with really dark souls do nothing but dream.

defy other godhood
the raven cycle/the foxhole court x-over
teen, fem!ronan/renee
insp: we were born sick, you heard them say it
my church offers no absolutes

an interlude
the foxhole court
gen, renee + andrew
insp: smoking kills, you know

need you to glow
the 100
nc-17, raven/bellamy
insp: I am tired of having hands
she said
I want wings—

But what will you do without your hands
to be human?

I am tired of human
she said
I want to live on the sun—


for fluffyfrolicker

fire, fire
doctor who
teen, river/tardis(/eleven)
insp: Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me


for lynzie914

and i felt something that is in me change
the vampire diaries
mature, elena-centric (elena/caroline, elena/tyler, elena/matt, elena + jeremy)
insp: the world is too busy crumbling to pieces to pay attention to a seventeen year old girl
a/n: pre-series, warnings for grief, death mention and suicidal thoughts


for delacourtings

new religion
the raven cycle
gen, blue/gansey
insp: the most painful state of being is remembering the future, particularly the one you’ll never have.


+ things on the to-do: herione bb which is underway and slightly out of control; dark!stargirls verse rose/caroline which is also underway; kate bishop and the wonders of the club scene for ladymercury_10 which i also need like breathing and will eventually write? in theory anyway? some lion babe rpf for vergoldung bc we all need it in our lives, i just need the incentive (hint hint?); get my life in order, probably

fic: semblance of touch
summary: she rarely likes men (penelope/circe)
rating: mature-ish (vague girlsex; v. minor circe/odysseus)
for doreyg

( he lies in her bed, mussing the silk with his sweat and breath, and she hates him )

Title: (She's) Number Than Gold
Summary: It's disgusting. Faith loves it
Rating: Teen, but leading someplace higher
Prompt: For femslash_minis and aaronlisa who wanted Faith/Lilah with an Ats Season One timeline, Lilah being about the finer things of life, mutual attraction without fluff or non-con and instead got this

A/N: I literally don't know what this is okay, I have no idea. Set ambiguously in the btvs/ats timeline because it's implied to be before Five By Five but Faith's totally not comatose so its borderline AU

( And let your teeth sink in, Remember me as I was not as I am, And I said, I'll check in tomorrow if I don't wake up dead, I kept wishing she had blonde ambition and she'd let it go to my head )