clockwork_hart1: ([btvs] dawn)
Updated for 2021 kinda

hihi nice to meet you. 

caos weird sisters gif

 
I very rarely use dw anymore, but I do stop by for events & I'm trying to get involved in fandoms a lil more, so here's a brief rundown of what I like & what I write:
  • Girls. If I'm watching/reading/consuming it there is a 89% chance that what I'm here for are the girls, usually the ones hated by the fandom at large. You have been warned,
  • Polyamory/polycules. I like the dynamic of poly relationships, I like a-typical partnerships and dynamics. I'm a bad bisexual who likes it when bi characters have threesomes and I simply will not apologise.
  • I like terrible women who do terrible things. I like villainous, poisonous fucked up love as much as the softer kind
  • Magic, scifi, witches and monsters and things that go bump in the deep dark night. I like horror and I like teeth, we love a gothic heroine in this house, even if it means watching the dumbest shows known to man, y'know? 
  • Realted to the above: gimme some good catharsis at the end of the road. 
  • I like sprawling meditative character studies more than I particularly like things happening. Sometimes I don't even know what a plot is tbh
  • I like my queer stories to feel authentically queer, which is probably why I don't care much for most canonical lgbtq+ couples? Big gay friend groups, getting weird with gender expression, crossdressing, talking about queer movies/media that feel resonant, gimme all the stuff that makes being queer so affirming and liberating! No cardboard queers allowed. Thinking about this post, and this one & also that one post about jessica hetch being one of the few straight actors to feel authentically gay that I simply cannot find. pick a gregg araki movie. you get it. 
  • according to my ao3 one of my most common tags is oral sex. so. that, I guess
  • Myth, fairytale & religious imagery/themes/inspiration
A very brief main fandom rundown, this used to be a mile long (seriously, look at the fandoms I've written for on ao3, maniacal), so I've condensed it to the mainstays, but I will write almost anything once
  • Buffyverse
  • Vampire Diaries
  • Chilling Adventures of Sabrina
  • Greek Myth
  • DC comics. Idk man it's where I live now.
  • Marvel (more comics than mcu these days)
  • Sitcoms (community, new girl, sunny, etc.) 
  • Stupid teen dramas (I wish I could get away from them, honestly)
  • The Wicked and the Divine
  • Hannibal
  • The Raven Cycle
  • 80s/90s movies 
  • Lady-focused horror 
I cannot stress enough how non-exhaustive this list is.

If you friend me I'll probably friend you back - just leave a comment here.

If I'm not around you can probably find me on tumblr

 
clockwork_hart1: ([[tlb] star)

 
I'm hoping to run this for a couple of weeks / to the end of the month. No pressure, just something fun & easy to carry me through because this month has been hectic as all hell, lol.  
 
rules! (shamelessly stolen from [personal profile] kwritten , slightly adapted)
1. Any fandom is welcome, as usual! You can interpret polyamory to mean threesomes/foursomes/moresomes, or as one character with multiple partners, or any other way you feel is applicable
2.Homophobia/transphobia/racism/ableism/any of that bullshit will NOT be tolerated
3. Prompt as much as you wish, but make a separate comment for each prompt. The more prompts, the better, trust me.
4. When you fill a prompt, please leave a comment here (link, title, warnings, prompt). Art, fic, fill with whatever. Multiple fills encouraged!
5. Feedback is much appreciated, but you knew that already.
6. Have fun!
clockwork_hart1: ([biac] megan/graham)
Can you believe it's march lol what happened?

Femfeb came and also went and now it's march and I guess we all just have to get on with our lives again. I wrote some things! Which would never have happened had the dreamy and wonderful [personal profile] elasticella not hosted her femfeb frenzy event. I met my fair goal of 4 fics and stopped juuuuuuust shy of my fancy goal of 8, though not for lack of trying. I have some truly bizarre half-started fics in my gdocs that refused to coalesce, the bastards. Anyway, I had an absolute blast writing these and getting all up in fandom's grill again after a while away and I still have some leftover hunger pangs from it all, I suppose, so there's a distinct possibility, being as it is my famed Birth Month that I'll throw together a small ficathon sometime soon-ish (I'm debating themes in my head, because I've always wanted to throw a sitcom ficathon but also I've been having aaaaaaallllll the gossip girl feels at the tail end of this month for no apparent reason so?)

Anyway, here's some stuff I wrote in a haze this month, all can be found in a collection on ao3 here

something in your throat that wants to get out | wicdiv | luci/laura/sakhmet, laura/sakhmet | mature | for [personal profile] lackadaisicalnereid  |
locking out the thought is how we get by when we get it wrong

smile like the sun | freaks and geeks | lindsay/kim | teen | for  [personal profile] elasticella  | The Grateful Dead Tour

tearing all the walls down | brooklyn 99 | amy/rosa | mature | for [personal profile] lackadaisicalnereid | Her eyes shine, chaos curling cruelly around her mouth. "Do you dare?" / Amy slowly picks up a card. "Who do you think you're playing with, ma'am?"

she deals in superstitions | scooby doo / sabrina the teenage witch | daphne/sabrina | g | for [personal profile] kwritten | "Sorry about your superhero cape."

I could drink a case of you | it's always sunny in philadelphia | dee/the waitress | explicit | I'll keep you warm and won't ask you where you've been

sign my death with your teeth | the vampire diaries | bonnie/Katherine | teen | for [personal profile] lackadaisicalnereid | hades and persephone, the mystic falls remix

hide your fires | killing eve | eve/villanelle | for [personal profile] isolde_thelady | this is a play and we're both chewing the scenery

Well, there's your lot, thanks for playing etc. I'd like to tag this post properly when I'm not doing it all from my phone lol

clockwork_hart1: ([caos] prudence)
Endings, beginnings, etc. 

(I promised to do a ficathon for summer, and then I got busy and also sick and forgot, so here, in the dying embers of august, I'm yearning for fandom and community and sometimes it's just like. god, remember 2014? remember when we all just cried about TVD and GG  and the Annie/Abed of it all and held hands and the world wasn't Actively burning before our very eyes?)

So I guess the theme is nostalgia, or whatever kind of fics you remember really yearning for before we moved on and apart, or anything you wanted out of a show that it never gave you, or just a show/pairing/plot/person you still have emotions for even if it feels like you're the only one still holding the I ♥ YOU placard in the rain. Or just. Whatever. I'm not going to enforce anything, I was just overcome with wistfulness this overwarm morning.
 

 
Rules! shamlessly stolen from [personal profile] kwritten , slightly adapted
 
1. Any fandom is welcome, as usual.
2. Prompt as much as you wish, but make a separate comment for each prompt. The more prompts, the better, trust me.
3. When you fill a prompt, please leave a comment here (link, title, warnings, prompt). Art, fic, fill with whatever. Multiple fills encouraged!
4. Feedback is much appreciated, but you knew that already.
5. Have fun!
 


 

clockwork_hart1: ([floating space])
HI. It's my birthday on wednesday and rl is going not-the-best bc we all know the giant hampster that controls the universe likes to use me as a chew toy so I'm cheering myself up and trying to do something with my time that's not negative or stupid hence:






anything goes, a mini ficathon
[click on the picture]





rules! (whilst this is anything goes, standard rules apply) shamlessly stolen from [livejournal.com profile] kwritten, slightly adapted

1. Any fandom is welcome, as usual.
2. Prompt as much as you wish, but make a separate comment for each prompt. The more prompts, the better, trust me.
3. When you fill a prompt, please leave a comment here (link, title, warnings, prompt). Art, fic, fill with whatever. Multiple fills encouraged!
4. Feedback is much appreciated, but you knew that already.
5. Have fun!

this should last about a week or two, but if it drags on I won't complain.
clockwork_hart1: ([floating space])
I've sporadically made icons for AGES now for various things and left most of them just kinda... languishing on my laptop? so there is a very random and Expansive array of things here.

but first things first: I WATCHED VICTORIOUS AND IT'S LOWKEY TAKEN OVER MY LIFE OKAY. I've been yelling my thoughts and feelings at [livejournal.com profile] kwritten for the last two weeks bc all of this is her fault and I did not intend to get so many feelings about a kids show and it's probably going to scratch and claw some fic out of me soon but for now here's some icons that I'm not totally happy with but w/e bc all the screencaps i found were terrible quality

EDIT: I made some more (less terrible) victorious icons under the original batch


(1-3)
Expandmake it shine )



btvs
Expand20 years young )


gossip girl
Expand10 years of opulence and issues )


the 100
Expandthey are all of raven )


community
Expandi thought i made more of these than i did )




misc.
Expandmarvel, faking it, new girl & more )
clockwork_hart1: ([biac] megan/graham)
so i'm like a week late? but i TRIED okay.


^^promote

rules! (shamelessly stolen from [livejournal.com profile] kwritten, slightly adapted)

1. Any fandom is welcome, as usual. This ficathon (like all my ficathons) is lady-focused, and this one is also focusing on wlw, so please no m/m prompts
I have decided for now that rule 63 is okay - IF one person in the pairing is canonically female (so f!bellamy blake/raven is fine) and trans prompts are also totally fine - PLEASE no transphobia or trans-phobic plotlines.
2. Prompt as much as you wish, but make a separate comment for each prompt. The more prompts, the better, trust me.
3. When you fill a prompt, please leave a comment here (link, title, warnings, prompt). Art, fic, fill with whatever. Multiple fills encouraged!
4. Feedback is much appreciated, but you knew that already.
5. Have fun!

tumblr post may be forthcoming

EDIT: now with tumblr post
Masterlist!

fill | the raven cycle | blue/gewnllian | by [livejournal.com profile] happyg_rl for [livejournal.com profile] clockwork_hart1

get out of this town (baby we're on fire) | gossip girl (scooby doo fusion / mystery inc. au) | blair/serena |  by [livejournal.com profile] clockwork_hart1 for [livejournal.com profile] kwritten

I will guide you in the night | the 100 | raven/gina | by [livejournal.com profile] clockwork_hart1 for [livejournal.com profile] kwritten

i might just... (comment fic / ao3)| the simpsons | lisa/girls | by [livejournal.com profile] clockwork_hart1 for [livejournal.com profile] kwritten

Whispers in the backseat | riverdale | betty/veronica by [livejournal.com profile] krilymcc for [livejournal.com profile] clockwork_hart1

only the smallness of a wildly marbled moon (comment fic / ao3) | person of interest | root/shaw | teen | by [livejournal.com profile] clockwork_hart1 for [livejournal.com profile] lynzie914

junk code | person of interest | root/shaw | by [livejournal.com profile] beer_good_foamy for [livejournal.com profile] lynzie914

the party didn't end until the next one could begin | gossip girl rpf | leighton/blake | teen | by [livejournal.com profile] clockwork_hart1 for [livejournal.com profile] annemilyforever

some other beginning's end (comment / AO3) | person of interest | root/shaw | by [livejournal.com profile] talkingtothesky for [livejournal.com profile] lynzie914

and everyone lives happily ever after (liar) | victorious (btvs fusion) | jade + tori, tori/cat | by [livejournal.com profile] kwritten for [livejournal.com profile] lynzie914
clockwork_hart1: ([com] babies)
listen, i'm going in to hospital in exactly a month for some very serious surgery and I need something to occupy my thoughts, so I'm doing this. for myself. for you all.




^^promote

...so what the hell is this all about?

Well! This is for all those fics you've always wanted to read (or write) but just never found. Maybe the fandom is obscure or it never fit the theme of other ficathons. Maybe it's about a minor character no one loves like you do. Maybe you only thought about it a minute ago. What I'm saying is, the theme here is anything goes. Indulge yourself.

Prompt that space opera au. Give someone the dark fae inspired prose-poem about Blair Waldorf they've always dreamed of. Go nuts! also since faking it got cancelled im very sadface about things so you should prompt me that

rules! (shamelessly stolen from [livejournal.com profile] fluffyfrolicker, slightly adapted)

1. all fandoms/characters/whatevers are up for grabs
2. prompt as many things as you want, but make a separate comment for each prompt. the more, the better.
3. when you make a fill, please leave a comment here (link, title, warnings, fandom, prompt)
4. feedback is ambrosia, but you knew that
5. anonymous posting is a-okay for now but if there's anything upsetting that goes on - trolling, homophobia, transphobia, racism etc. - they will be screened or switched off. I will flag anything questionable and delete it. this WILL be enforced
6. tell all your friends + dont let this die on me + have FUN


This should last until the 1st July, and when we have (hopefully) a nice bunch of fics I'll post a masterlist.
clockwork_hart1: ([[tlb] star)
+ this post is brought to you by my life is super stressful and vaguely worrying rn and i have no idea what to do really other than write nonsense, life as a poet is not financially lucrative but is a whole load of fun, the London production of In The Heights was awesome and lol even i don't know what my fandoms are anymore!

instead of by fandom i'm listing these by who they're for bc it's easier for me to make sense of, sorry

for myself

float
in the heights
teen, nina/vanessa
insp: pre-stanford / "i hear that's how the Europeans say goodbye"


for [livejournal.com profile] kwritten (never say i am not generous and generally awesome, bc clearly i am)

minuets
hamilton
teen, angelica/burr
insp: people are stopped mid fight / or mid love, faces close & the brain / a fuzzy blank, some fall in love / like this, or don’t.

canonise
the raven cycle
gen, ronan
insp: people with dark souls have nothing but dark dreams. people with really dark souls do nothing but dream.

defy other godhood
the raven cycle/the foxhole court x-over
teen, fem!ronan/renee
insp: we were born sick, you heard them say it
my church offers no absolutes


an interlude
the foxhole court
gen, renee + andrew
insp: smoking kills, you know

need you to glow
the 100
nc-17, raven/bellamy
insp: I am tired of having hands
she said
I want wings—

But what will you do without your hands
to be human?

I am tired of human
she said
I want to live on the sun—



for [livejournal.com profile] fluffyfrolicker

fire, fire
doctor who
teen, river/tardis(/eleven)
insp: Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me



for [livejournal.com profile] lynzie914

and i felt something that is in me change
the vampire diaries
mature, elena-centric (elena/caroline, elena/tyler, elena/matt, elena + jeremy)
insp: the world is too busy crumbling to pieces to pay attention to a seventeen year old girl
a/n: pre-series, warnings for grief, death mention and suicidal thoughts


for [livejournal.com profile] delacourtings

new religion
the raven cycle
gen, blue/gansey
insp: the most painful state of being is remembering the future, particularly the one you’ll never have.


+ things on the to-do: herione bb which is underway and slightly out of control; dark!stargirls verse rose/caroline which is also underway; kate bishop and the wonders of the club scene for [livejournal.com profile] ladymercury_10 which i also need like breathing and will eventually write? in theory anyway? some lion babe rpf for [livejournal.com profile] vergoldung bc we all need it in our lives, i just need the incentive (hint hint?); get my life in order, probably
clockwork_hart1: ([mc] kate)
me: creates ficathon
me: tries to fill everything at said ficathon

so, round up.

antlers
doctor who, amy pond
teen
insp: the girl with antlers, for [livejournal.com profile] ladymercury_10

Expandwhy yes, i am a queen )





I'm afraid that someone else will hear me
tvd, caroline/klaus
mature
insp: midas is king and he holds me so tight, turns me to gold in the sunlight for [livejournal.com profile] lynzie914

Expandwho is the lamb and who is the knife? )





be healed
biblical mythology, judas/mary magdalene(/jesus)
pg-13
insp: and since he bids me seek his face, believe his word and trust his grace, I'll cast on him my every care for [livejournal.com profile] kwritten

Expandlord, i am not worthy to receive you )





go on and light a cigarette
gossip girl, blair/vanessa
mature/explicit
insp: b & v that one sunny sunday morning when the weather was cold but it was warm under the sheets and that's as close to god as it gets for [livejournal.com profile] fluffyfrolicker

Expandlet's cause a little trouble )
clockwork_hart1: (Default)
i mentioned that ficathon, right?

so! (all fics in this post for my fav, [livejournal.com profile] fluffyfrolicker)

sugar on the asphalt
btvs/tvd
dawn/elena
pg

(let's go where we're wanted and i'll meet you at the cemetery gates)

Expandsalt, sweat )





morning shines it all away
doctor who
rose/lady!doctor
pg

(slow dancing in a burning room)



Expandwe can dance, we can dance down to nothing )




this is a hymn
the 100
raven
teen
(Everything about my heart is a crime scene.)



Expandthe map of my insides has a headstone, not a head )
clockwork_hart1: ([tvd] that fire princess girl)
Still here, not here. Kinda equal measure. Not writing/writing everything, just not round here, sorry. (I love you)

February is the worst month. Meeting a new psychologist soon, I think it's a good thing.

Sorry this is stunted, I'm just mostly in a monosylabic place. Other hand, things are pretty again. I made some stuff, thought you guys might like them.Expandthings have changed for me, but that's okay )*hugs for everyone*
clockwork_hart1: (Default)
not!fic that isn't not!fic, but really isn't fic, either.

Whatever. Here's a handy list of liferuiners:

Alice Morgan (God and Other delusions)

ExpandOur Father )

Cassie Ainsworth & Chris Miles (These Kids Are Not Alright)

ExpandChris Miles is not a snail. )

Dawn Summers, (What's a haiku, anyway?)

Expandfuck your tomorrow )

Elena Gilbert (sic transit gloria)

Expandshe didn't come to set herself on fire )

James Cook (and the absence of whatever)

ExpandShe's made of fuckin' lightning, she is )
Martha Jones (Open Heart Surgery)

Expandshe's alright )

Natasha Romanoff, You are

Expandit is not her voice, not her mother tongue )

Raven Reyes (5 objects or less)

Expand5) Spanner )

Veronica Mars (Eat Me, I'm Done)

ExpandI haven't quite worked out yet what she'd make of me now )

Winnifred Burkle (White Rabbits Running)

Expandfollow the white rabbit into wonderland )

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