crimson and clover

+ this post is brought to you by my life is super stressful and vaguely worrying rn and i have no idea what to do really other than write nonsense, life as a poet is not financially lucrative but is a whole load of fun, the London production of In The Heights was awesome and lol even i don't know what my fandoms are anymore!

instead of by fandom i'm listing these by who they're for bc it's easier for me to make sense of, sorry

for myself

float
in the heights
teen, nina/vanessa
insp: pre-stanford / "i hear that's how the Europeans say goodbye"


for kwritten (never say i am not generous and generally awesome, bc clearly i am)

minuets
hamilton
teen, angelica/burr
insp: people are stopped mid fight / or mid love, faces close & the brain / a fuzzy blank, some fall in love / like this, or don’t.

canonise
the raven cycle
gen, ronan
insp: people with dark souls have nothing but dark dreams. people with really dark souls do nothing but dream.

defy other godhood
the raven cycle/the foxhole court x-over
teen, fem!ronan/renee
insp: we were born sick, you heard them say it
my church offers no absolutes

an interlude
the foxhole court
gen, renee + andrew
insp: smoking kills, you know

need you to glow
the 100
nc-17, raven/bellamy
insp: I am tired of having hands
she said
I want wings—

But what will you do without your hands
to be human?

I am tired of human
she said
I want to live on the sun—


for fluffyfrolicker

fire, fire
doctor who
teen, river/tardis(/eleven)
insp: Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me


for lynzie914

and i felt something that is in me change
the vampire diaries
mature, elena-centric (elena/caroline, elena/tyler, elena/matt, elena + jeremy)
insp: the world is too busy crumbling to pieces to pay attention to a seventeen year old girl
a/n: pre-series, warnings for grief, death mention and suicidal thoughts


for delacourtings

new religion
the raven cycle
gen, blue/gansey
insp: the most painful state of being is remembering the future, particularly the one you’ll never have.


+ things on the to-do: herione bb which is underway and slightly out of control; dark!stargirls verse rose/caroline which is also underway; kate bishop and the wonders of the club scene for ladymercury_10 which i also need like breathing and will eventually write? in theory anyway? some lion babe rpf for vergoldung bc we all need it in our lives, i just need the incentive (hint hint?); get my life in order, probably

title: thievery
summary: elena, a diary, and borrowed words
rating: teen?


for my darling fluffyfrolicker at multi_genfic for the elena round who wanted elena-centric, writing, freedom and self-care and didn't want a hopeless ending or 100% angst. And this is kind of that? And I tried to not angst too hard but I'm still me so



( take, take, take )

i mentioned that ficathon, right?

so! (all fics in this post for my fav, fluffyfrolicker)

sugar on the asphalt
btvs/tvd
dawn/elena
pg

(let's go where we're wanted and i'll meet you at the cemetery gates)

( salt, sweat )





morning shines it all away
doctor who
rose/lady!doctor
pg

(slow dancing in a burning room)



( we can dance, we can dance down to nothing )




this is a hymn
the 100
raven
teen
(Everything about my heart is a crime scene.)



( the map of my insides has a headstone, not a head )