Still here, not here. Kinda equal measure. Not writing/writing everything, just not round here, sorry. (I love you)
February is the worst month. Meeting a new psychologist soon, I think it's a good thing.
Sorry this is stunted, I'm just mostly in a monosylabic place. Other hand, things are pretty again. I made some stuff, thought you guys might like them.


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February is the worst month. Meeting a new psychologist soon, I think it's a good thing.
Sorry this is stunted, I'm just mostly in a monosylabic place. Other hand, things are pretty again. I made some stuff, thought you guys might like them.


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(13)*hugs for everyone*
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Date: 2015-02-04 05:28 pm (UTC)and I must sleep bc it's closer to 1am than is strictly good for me
iluiluilu
i hope you are okay
i love you
a lot
okay?
okay
goodnight!!!!
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Date: 2015-02-04 05:30 pm (UTC)and ilu so much
i'm kinda okay, as per
sleep, it's good for you
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Date: 2015-02-04 07:53 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2015-02-04 07:58 pm (UTC)I'm all over pretty sky colours right now, blues and pinks and yellows, all hazy and lovely. Pretty things, pretty things.
And yeah, I'm thinking this could be good. I hated my last psychologist, we just never clicked right. Change is good.
*squishes you*
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Date: 2015-02-04 08:12 pm (UTC)I hope the new psychologist helps you find the sun.
Gabrielle
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Date: 2015-02-04 08:40 pm (UTC)I'm looking forward to the sunlight myself <3
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Date: 2015-02-05 02:58 am (UTC)I really like the muted coloring. :)
Also, I like knowing you're still here and I hope the new psychologist is helpful.
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Date: 2015-02-09 09:54 pm (UTC)muted colours are my absolute thing right now
and the meeting with the psychologist went well. i like the doctor who did my evaluation thing, so i have high hopes.
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Date: 2015-02-09 11:52 pm (UTC)*hugs*
Glad you have high hopes.
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Date: 2015-02-05 06:16 pm (UTC)Sorry things are hard for you. *hugs* Hope the new psychologist will help.
If you ever need a vent or a rant, let me know. :-) Look after yourself, hun.
Miss you!!
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Date: 2015-02-09 09:55 pm (UTC)I think this is gonna help. I think I have the right people to talk to this time.
I miss you too!!
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Date: 2015-02-17 04:59 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2015-02-26 08:18 pm (UTC)i'm actually a huge fan of your icons so this is kind of awesome!
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Date: 2015-03-06 11:49 pm (UTC)your style reminds me of your stories, delicate and luminous; and they look very different to kwritten's or to mine, proof that a tremendous range can be achieved with ipiccy. (we use the same program and still I'm staring at these wondering HOW did you achieve these? the color, the clarity, everything. ) these glow like jewels.
What is the center image in icon 10 (the Buffy tri-part icon?)
I want to sang #11 but when I try to save it I get the 300pixels square version. Do you have it downsized? If not I can do it.
I'm really impressed with 12 - I don't often see action shots of Buffy like that (despite the fact that she is a warrior and action hero) but combining motion with that crop and the soft light leaks and colors is GENIUS. More please.
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Date: 2015-03-14 05:24 pm (UTC)I'm really in awe of the warm glow you achieve. I use light leaks and they look like - I plopped a light leak on the image. Your mastery of color and light here is nothing short of amazing.
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Date: 2015-03-14 05:41 pm (UTC)i'm here i'm alive and i'm sorry i wasn't around to answer before sorry life is kind of a mess but hi and thank you!! I'm so so fond of these icons and the delicacy of them.
sorry i suck at cropping pictures to the correct size when i icon! It's mostly because i sometimes use them for other things like backgrounds and resizing over and over fucks up clarity sometimes and honestly i'm kind of lazy.
(oh, and btw the middle image in the tri-buffy is the same as #12 i just really love that shot, i love the motion.)
also hi ilu
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Date: 2015-03-14 06:36 pm (UTC)Oh now that you've pointed it out it's completely obvious and HELLO THERE YOU! *bear hug* I'd ask you things like "how do you achieve that delicacy then I feel shy about asking questions. (Like I just this year figured out what the embossing tool in ipiccy does. Because I'm so into making my life harder.)
And you don't "suck" at cropping - I admire your skill with collaging images (your default user pic for instance.)
i just really love that shot, i love the motion
I may snag 12 eventually, I have to double check my space. I've honestly never attempted a "motion shot".
I like re-using particular shots that really speak to me (and have great clarity or image qualities or whatnot); I used to think that was a flaw but I noticed that "better" fan artists now and ten years ago did the same thing, so I've stopped apologizing for it. *lol*
So what's new and noteworthy with Lucy?
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Date: 2015-03-26 02:38 pm (UTC)i'm losing it totally i am.
I would love to answer any and all questions you have about delicacy and stuff in icons but the truth is i have no idea how i do anything it's all messing around with filters and light leaks and textures until it looks pretty to me. there is no skill here it all it is all artist's eye stuff
So what's new and noteworthy with Lucy?
i just made a post with a semi-life update but tbh nothing really is going on with me. how about you bby?